As much as I thought I was included in your plans, the last couple of days just showed me otherwise. And as much as it hurts, I can’t even talk to you about how I feel. I don’t know, I don’t want to think negative and feel as if I was being used;& I’m only important if you need me. It was a surprise, everything… I know I’m not making sense, & I can’t even understand how I feel myself. It sucks! At every angle I try to look at it, & find something positive; I just can’t seem to see it. Why? But it’s okay. I’ll just keep doing what I’ve been doing. Keeping it to myself.
Goodnight.
